Hell Hath No Fury Like A Woman's Scorn

Watch out people.

I am at my edge now. School is shit, the living conditions are VERY SHIT.

Some one is gonna pay and you better pray its not you.

Be on tippy toes now.

Everyone.

I think the neighbour will probably get it, due to his behaviour.

We all judge based on past experiences.

I'm being judgmental, but there's no way I'm gonna be Little Miss Nice.

Fuck no...

So, as mentioned, I am offically pissed off.

You have been warned.

Poison People

Bunnies.

I just watched this again and the damn tune is in my head.

I'm having a little rant here.

I HATE people whom try and bring me down.

Everyone has problems. No matter if they seem to or not. People handle problems differently. Like, for example, naggy parents. Some people can just grin and bare it. Yet some, react strongly, with perhaps anger. Others smile and hide the damage deep inside, letting it eat away, causing deep scars. Others, ignore them and move out.

One problem, four different solutions.

I do not lead the perfect life. No one really does. They may seem to but no one does.

Despite the smiles, I do have problems like everyone else.

I have issues with my body. I hate university and the course I am doing. I hate having almost no money. I had depending on my friends to eat (at the moment, MOTHER SEND MONEY (",) ) I had depending on people, full stop. I hate hating my friends.

Friends are people who should pick you up, support you and love you. Teasing from friends is great. I give and take. Listening to friends, actually listening, catching hints anout their lives, is what friends should be doing.

Friends should not bring you down. Friends do not insult you non-stop. Friends know your weak points and shouldn't constantly jab you there. And while doing that rub salt and pee in your wound. Friends respect friends and their opinions, no matter how much they disagree.

I know its a rant. I love my friends, but where does it get to the point where they hurt you so much that you have to cut them off?

I talk, I reason. If people don't want to listen, I cannot do anything. Except walk.

I am sick of feeling constantly hurt and stupid. I have a hard enough time with everything, I don't need anyone stepping on my head.

I am this close to walking.

So, if I do, don't say you were not warned. I have already spoken to people, but am ignored.

Walk, Fern, Walk.

I really don't need poison in my life.

Always look on the bright side of life...

Life is starting to look up now!

Really looking up!

I'm actually doing a topic I love. I'm doing philosophy. The individual and society. It's so full of jargon that it boggles my mind. But, I love every minute of it.

Sadly, my favorite lecture today was kinda spolit.

Some asshole ran into my car... AGAIN.

I know, I know.

But I am now realising the fun of webcams.

I had the most awesome chat with Eddy. I swear we laughed for hours on end.

Mostly, conversation centred round my GREAT manhood.

I really have not much to say...

Sorry again for the halt in photos.

Jerms, Hongie, Yip, Erica, Su, Eddy, Robertson, and the rest of you bloody people who said you wanna come down here. Come for me!

I can't promise coffee, although I can promise cigs. I can drive and for you I'll even follow the traffic laws (jOKE!). I will feed you but not dress you. And if anyone asks real nice, I'll show my GREAT MANHOOOOOOOD.

Those coming from overseas can buy cigs for me, if they dont smoke of course. Then, its alcohol.

By the way, I think I owe Eddy money. But he owes me bubble tea.

But, *giggle* I think what he ummm flashed me that night was well worth more than any bubble tea.

Nice one Eddy :)

I like... *purrrrr*

So people, come come come!

I have a spare room. Only warning is that the walls are a bit thin. So if you do have sex, please remember the whole house can hear ya. But if you want sex with me, my room is nice and quiet.

Hahahahaha.

So Erica, how bout it? *wink*

Of men, frozen bananas and keys...

I am currently bumming at home now. The term has started and I am glad it has.

Firstly, it means I am here and not there.

Secondly, I get my own car here.

And thirdly, NOBODY questions where I go or whom I was with.

WARNING:

DO NOT ASK FERN WHERE SHE HAS BEEN

I think Andrew learnt that the hard way.

I have been sick as well. God knows what I have.

I think Im annoyed by neighbours.

Neighbours who steal your backdoor key and then try to let yr friends into YOUR house.

Yes. The same neighbour I spoke about earlier. I think he lost his job or something cos he has been home for 3 weeks and his kids are over, like what it seems, all the bloody time. Well, he has finally pushed some butttons he shouldnt.

I have been nothing but nice, yet he now hides behind doors to avoid me. Well, he's been acting like a child. He uses the washing machine in the back of our house (as in Milla and me) but he has the back door key. But if we leave the key in the back, he cant get in. And even if he does, he never locks it again. So its not safe. I dont feel safe.

And when he knocked on the front door to ask me to take the key out, I was okay with it. I was sick but hey, I don't take my problems out on other people. Or I try not too.

And when he left, the back door was wide open and the key gone. Its attached to the door handle with string AND a rubber band. It ain't dropping off.

Im just pissed off.

But, what is pissing me off the most is that I realised I might be the idiot woman to give up everything for a man.

I shall not be that person!

Im off on a tangent but men have been pissing me off.

Especially bastards who like frozen bananas, garages and Tour De Europes'.