"I believe in karma. That means I can do bad things to people all day and assume they deserve it." - Dogbert
And all the other literary clichés that one can think of. Yesterday was a day of settling the past. Or some of it anyway. Misunderstandings are all settled, and we can breathe easy once again.
It amazes how fast a year goes. Twelve months, three hundred and sixy five days... It swims by, and I hardly even take note. Half the year has almost gone since my 'fallout' with the guys. Chris, Wally, Daniel, Ross, Martin, and Darna (being the only female, still somehow considered a guy). I used to chill almost every night with Chris aka Poopise, Wally, Ross and Martin. Then, suddenly they were gone.
I spent a lot of the year trying to forget. Why? I tend to have 'stick-head-in-ground-til-its-over' syndrome. I realised if you ignore it long enough, it goes away. Like children wanting candy. But I have almost always gotten along better with guys.
Well, basically, I did things, they got a bit obsessed with the band, things got messy (several relationships there) and people got pissed off. Everyone tended to blame everyone else. Everyone took another's actions personally. "He did that to hurt me etc etc"
I didnt. I hid. I didn't think about it. And it's all coming back, in a wave. It crashes against me and wonder where time went. I think, one reason why we didn't hang out was also because of my ex, Adam. He never let me out of his sight with them. They were my buddies, nothing sexual there, AT ALL.
As things go, they went messy. But we spoke, the important people. The ones whom I was closest to anyway, Chris and Wally.
We cleared the air, explained, forgave, hugged and made up. Forgiveness or even just discussing an issue, can make life so much easier. I breathed a lot easier, I was 'forgiven'.
Not that there was anything to forgive. I'm glad the bad blood is gone.
And on a random side note, who are these annoying people leaving comments? I mean the ones who say "OHHH wat a great blog, I shall bookmark it but click on my link which I am promoting miricle medical cures/porn/online casinos/online degree"
Who are these people? Or machine things??? I like compliments but I would rather get it from a person who breathes, eats and farts like the rest of us.
Forgive me, I couldnt' help putting the word 'fart'.
My sense of humor is peaking at a chronological age of about 5.
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